Pizza is yummy... So the whole food issue with yoga gets to me. I wish people could be healthy and not obsess. Not about food, and not about yoga. I just made pizza with pesto, mushrooms, feta, onions, tomatoes, and broccoli. Now that is life! Have a good bottle of wine with your favorite person in the universe (B of course) and that is what it is all about. Yoga hurt a bit this morning. A bit off. Couldn't balance at all. And I got a bit snappy at all the people telling me how to do Karandavasana "Do this, do that" and me replying with "My hip is just too tight... blah blah blah..." I need a serious mind makeover. The morning didn't really start off right because for some reason I am having allergic reactions and breaking out into hives. I remember the first time I did this I was on the subway in NYC and I thought that there was something coming through the ventalation system. How paranoid is that? Well, I broke into hives this morning. This is probably about the 15th time I have done this in the last two years. I'm really over it. Not cool. It is probably stress related. My masters program is really full on right now and I'm working two jobs, doing 6 yoga practices per week, working almost everyday, maintaining family and friend relationships, playing on a softball team, and being a girlfriend. It's a lot for a girl eh? No wonder I broke into hives.... Also lots of stress this year... January got super sick, February, my Nana died, March, all this crap with having B gone, the job issues, school stress, Dog stress, MONEY stress, and then I had tons of trips planned and NONE are going to happen. Mope Mope Mope. I have dreams about Nana where I am realising over and over again in my dream that she has died and it shocks me every time. I really miss her. Poo. There are a lot of wonderful things in my life, new and old friends, a great relationship with my family, awesome yoga, and the man that I love... AND A 24-4 victory in our softball game last night!!!! However, I just can't seem to get out of my head.