Bali

Couldn't get to yoga this morning cause traffic was so bad. After twenty minutes of 2 mph I had had enough. There was a semi that overturned and blocked off pretty much all of 1-5. I hate So cal traffic. I am actually getting pretty sick of the area in general. Hello, how much more expensive can it be? I am dreaming of my days living in Bali where everything was cheap and I made good money...mmmm.... I dream of Bali.

My ex had his birthday, his 30th, a couple of days ago. We met in Bali in 2001. Weird, I kinda feel weird. Maybe cause i've had a glass of wine and am getting all sentimental...I met him 5 years ago when my life was so different... Ah, when we were young! Not that things aren't good now, just things are different. I need a mix of then and now, the feeling of doing whatever I wanted with my life, and the feeling of being content with that choice. I have experienced both of those feelings, yet I haven't experienced them at the same time...